I have been trying to keep my dignity and respect the rule of not dating a neighbor. He pursued me for three years. I had to give up now. We have been sneaking into each other room. I have never been to his place until yesterday. We had the best time. However I am thinking that he will consider me a whore. I know that I have already screwed up so why not have fun. Inknow that it won't end well anyways. What wil be on his mind? All that I have been doing rejecting him melt away. Now I get worse.