The other night I met her and her friends out. At one point I saw Tinder on her phone, with a notification, after she deleted her account. I got pissed and left.
She spent the next two hours or so calling and texting me non stop, swearing it was just to make her feel better and she hadn't been with anyone else since our first date. I believe her now but didn't at the time. I was livid, I was hurt, and I felt like I had been lied to. I said a few things to her that I now regret, but at the time I was done with her and wanted to hurt her.
After a couple of hours of her crying on the phone, telling me she loved me several times (neither of us had said that yet), asking if I loved her (I didn't answer), that she had been falling for me and was scared, telling me she only wanted to be with me and be my girlfriend, and telling me she would delete or block whoever I asked her to, I went to her place. I don't remember why but I left, came back, and left again. She kept texting through 5 am, still telling me she loved me. I fell asleep around then and woke up ar 8:30 to texts around 7, and one at around 8 saying she was blocking my number. I texted her at 8 and we went back at.
Conversation continued until around 11:30 until she went to work. We talked on the phone later and she said she couldn't be in a relationship. I texted her an hour later basically saying I was sorry for what I said and I missed her and finally saying I loved her too. She responded with only an emoji. I told her I didn't want it to end. Same emoji response. I told her I'd back off and wait, and said sweet dreams.
That was last night. What's going to happen now? What's she thinking? What should I do?