So I've had an on off relationship with my mate/ conworker (we're really close). He kissed me for the first time since May, on Monday - he pulled me back as he kissed me goodbye and said "that was a surprise, wasn't it". It was. And I agreed- it was a great surprise, but those weren't the words that came out.
I've been getting shy around him bc well it's him and u know.. And today we spent the morning working together and I didn't kiss him goodbye or hug him, I literally pranced out of the car out of nerves. Thi arvo I worked with him again and I so wanted to badly kiss him and hug him but I couldn't bc him mum was with us! And I felt that I couldn't text him because a) I'd already asked him for something via text today and b) I'm being really annoying. This morning he showed a lot of interest but this arvo was Minimal - maybe due to my accidental farewell earlier in the day :( :(
I wanna show him it was a great surprise and I want a relationship with him. Do I ask him out, can I text him tonight- what? X