however.. I'm a huge introverted loner, I mix with other crowds that are "misfits" more or less and I like being around those who have tasted life for what it is... i have a thing for eccentricity.. Head in the sky but grounded kind of people. Artistic souls. Anyways, he is some of these things.. But he's SO sociable (I'm sure he talks to so many people so the time he and I have is less valuable to him than me since I never hang out with anyone); he is charismatic; respectful & knows who to fill a conversation.. And I'm used to men who aren't that nice, who don't try to talk in such an animated way, and who make it apparent they desire me sexually straight from the beginning. He's so nice and respectful, and sociable... And he has his head on straight.. I'm just not used to it. I was hoping for a kiss at the door but didn't get anything..
He mentioned we should have dinner this week right before he left & I agreed. I'm praying we will become something so badly... But I'm afraid I built him up to be someone he's not (which I have done with every guy before).
What do I do? Why do I feel so "off"?