And I didn't know that, plus he told me that he had more than ten casual girlfriends before, so it drived me crazy, I kept asking him if he's serious about me or if he is playing? I didn't want to be his casual girlfriend. Althought he told me that he's not playing or see me as casual, I still could not believe him because I could not understand why it always took him one day to reply my message?
Anyway, not surprisingly, he left me soon.
It has been a year and I finally realize that he was not playing, he was not very serious but also not playing. Our argument came from culture difference, but I didn't know that. I used to be crazy for him, I was so in love with him, but my insecurity ruined everything.
Now I have completely moved on, just really want to be friend with him again and tell him I am sorry.
Just I don't know if it is a good idea? I am a bit afraid that he might refuse me?