Most Helpful Girl
Well you're obviously sorry for what happened. You've taken steps to stop drinking for her and for yourself. And you care about her. So give her some time to see what I see, and she will hopefully understand what happened and be able to move forward with you.
Most Helpful Guy
Show her this question you asked. Maybe it'll make ammends for her to see how struck with grief you are. Also, the fact that you were drunk might help your case, but i wouldn't rely on that one completely.