Most of my girlfriends have boyfriends and they all tell me exciting stories about their time spent together and I am truly happy for them, but i can't help but feel sad. While they live their lives, I study japanese, math or watch a stupid romance movie because even that is more interesting than my life.
For a while i thought it was because of the way I look that guys don't approach me, but that is not the case.
It is gross when old men stare at me. And now a guy likes me, but I am so embarrased because he is stupid. I mean really rude, uneducated and stupid (i am sorry, but I am not being mean). It seems like the right guys never like me.
As for me.. I am a bit shy, but once one gets to know me, I become myself.
Also, i am not a girly girl and that puts me in the friendzone quite often. What can I say.. I am real and genuine and kind of too independent sometimes mabye (I am not a crazy feminist by the way. I support equality though). And i have dreams and goals way above my being and maybe that impedes me from finding someone..
Thank you for reading this novel:)