My problem is that I feel like the distance is really weighing me down. I don't really do things on my own (my life completely revolves around him, you'll never know how truly unstable I am), but even though we talk everyday I'm really starting to feel that little bit of hopelessness and lack of connection. Probably because this relationship isn't about appreciation but about ownership. Is there any way I can try to spice things up until we can be together and I officially ruin that poor school shooter's life? Also, would it be okay for me to visit him or should he visit first? He's been dropping mad hints that he'll fly out this Christmas, but everything he says sounds the same so I can't tell. It'll end after a couple months anyway, when he realizes how fucking dumb all this shit is. He smears his jizz all over his stomach. What a waste.
Thanks in advance and fuck me numb in the ass ^-^
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Canadianland! Gonna steal that for when I describe where I live. I am no help though. I am the owner in my relationships. :)