The past couple of girls I've liked were white and it's really made my self-esteem crumble into nothingness. At this point I despise my appearance to the point that I consider disfiguring myself, I'm deeply paranoid about my race, and I generally hate everything about myself. And I feel guilty, guilty for having found them attractive when I should be going for my own kind. Plus, I know they don't find men like me attractive, at least the vast majority don't, at least not the ones in high school. Plus, something happened yesterday has made me just so damn fucking depressed, to the point that I couldn't even sleep. I hate myself for liking them, very deeply, it makes me feel like a fucking self-hating bastard.
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Well... it seems like white people are generally off-limits to most other races. Sorry to say, but white privilege still exists, and hence whites almost always prefer to date within their race. Also, it has something to do with them not wanting mixed race kids or something.
Don't stress yourself too much about being attracted to white girls. Just admire them, like museum exhibits, and shrug it off. I too have been attracted to white girls before, but since I'm not white, I knew they'd never even consider me. So I just brushed the attraction aside.0