Now I have been through a lot regarding women. I have had a step mother who emotionally and mentally bullied me for 4 years. I moved out 2 years ago because of it. Not only that I had a girlfriend at the time who did not make things easy for me either. She would compare me to another guy, swear at me over text if she never got her way and try and humiliate me in front of my friends. Then before I ended the realtionship she ran to my mother saying that i miss understood her and that she messed up with me. When I ended the relationship she posted mean things about me on social media, and I didn't see her for months and I appologised for hurting her and she sent me a very nasty message back.(this happened end of last year beggining of this year.)
I have been on dates with other girls older women actually from the age 28-30 years old. I am 23 years old. I always have this feeling that they will take advantge of my good and soft hearted nature.
I am also a bit worried that I won't find that special girl that treats me with the same respect and maturity that i will treat her.