Im not gonna go into mjor detail but about three months ago I began a sexual relationship with a boy It started off well until he started distacing himself from me and ignoring me. Towards the end we got into a huge fight and he revealed everything he thought of me which when you narrow it down he says im a crazy bitch. But Im not. I made two mistakes, but I didn't even realize I was wrong about those two mistakes until afterwards. We bith said horrible things to each other but I took it too far by telling him to go die. I felt terrible afterwards and even had nightmares about him dying days after I apologized for wishing death on him. I listened to a phonecall between him and my friend, he was telling her how he told his brother to help get rid of me by sliding in my DM (im sure w all know what that means). But clearly that didn't work because I knew it was his brother. He never responded to my apology but it was probably because he had nothing negative to say. I came across his instagram page and he posted an old photo of himself and a girl commented under it "Boyfriend" with heart emojis. I followed her because her page was private and Im curious to know if thats his girlfriend... and my heart dropped instatly. I almost felt like crying because me and this boy only stopped talking two weeks ago but I told myself to pull it together. I've been debating whther or not I should text him and just say hi. But Im afraid of rejection. After paying attention to my reaction after seeing the comment I realize that I can't just use another person to get over him and I liked him more than I thought I did. Should I just leave him alone or should I send that text. I also am contemplating telling a boy that has interest in me that I need time to get over the other guy and I just want to be by myself.. Should I text him?