Most Helpful Guy
Take a deep breath and calm down. I was in a similar situation to yourself a while back. I graduated and only had one friend and he would always disappear for long periods of time. Finally meet a girl and we dated for close to two years. We even talked about marriage and I started looking at engagement rings. Then one day she got a job that made it hard for her to make time for us. Almost immediately she told me things weren't going to work out and that she fell in love with a guy she worked with. My whole world seemed to end and I let it destroy my life for almost a year but you know what? One day I woke up and I told myself I am not going to let this bother me and I am going to meet new people and I will be happy again. And sure enough I am, I found someone new and it was like the pain was gone. Best of luck to you.
Most Helpful Girl
There is no such thing as "too damaged". You will eventually heal. Misfortunes happen to everyone. In a year or so whatever happened won't even matter, I promise. As for getting a boyfriend, be patient. You will eventually find one. You're still young and there's still a lot of time ahead of you.