I have been once or twice maybe more I have an obsessive personality.
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I have, numerous times. I have social anxiety disorder, so I keep telling myself that I am not good enough for them and they deserve real and better love from someone else. I just crush on these guys from afar, I never make a move or try to talk to them. I feel like I fear that I might hurt them, sort of like elsa from frozen. I just fantasized about being with them or even being their friend. It is a disorder, so I don't feel too bad about it. I just go with it.2