My indescretions make people (girls) avoid me. I am misunderstood. It's even hard to find common ground with the guys at work sometimes. I have attemted to date girls but have no success. I fear that my youth with pass soon without even cherishing it to its fullest. I fear that I will never have a wife, a family. I fear that I will die alone. I fear that I may even take my own life if "she" tears my spirit apart.
Does anyone else struggle with PTSD or any other mental disorder/illness?
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You need to not put so much pressure on yourself, it certainly won't help your situation. Secondly, I suggest that you continue with your therapy until you are at a point where you function more comfortably because your fears that you are having, in my opinion, are going to make it very difficult for you to form a healthy relationship.
I don't have PTSD but I've struggled with anxiety, and it took me a long time to get to a comfortable place before I was able to let people in. Don't stress so much about "wasting your youth"; you fought for your country and made sacrifices, and while you may be suffering i am sure you did it to help make somebody else's life better. Besides, men age like fine wine.
I say take it slow, work on you and getting healthy instead of trying to race into something you're not prepared for.