She talks about him more than any of her other friends, and even once mentioned how tall/tan he is. Tells me my dicks perfect for her, but once said her ex is just a fraction bigger. She got home after being home almost a week and we sat down to smoke with my roomates, fairly quickly she went into a long tangent about her ex, and his job.
She also hung out with him a bit, she was supposed to study but said she did coke every day (hes a coke dealer now) and she was bumping for free (maybe not always) she also partied n went to a bonfire with him the nihgt before coming back. This morning, 5am, after being home for 5 hours, she gotta text from him. She mentioned it and put it down, and then responded a bit later
I kinda have this worry that her love for me is partly some kinda redirection of her love for her ex... her chest was red when she got home too and that got me paranoid, on top of that she didn't wanna fool around until after we talked about her being worried about me embarassing her in front of her friends, we cleared it up tho. I don't know should i be worried? i can't ask her to not chill with her ex - he's part of her friendgroup what can i do?