Why am I pathetic over him?

he treats me like I don't matter to him
he doesn't make effort to see me
he ignores my texts a lot
doesn't really care about me
he criticizes how I look even though he later tells me I'm perfect
he never says anything sweet anymore
he leaves me hanging
he breaks my heart over and over

so why do I allow him to hurt me? I don't know why I do this to myself but I don't know how to stay away because I love him and I need advice on how to snap out of this because he's toxic and this just hurts
Why am I pathetic over him?
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