Girls, how would you react?

I am 20yo, prety good atlethic body, i hear i am beautiful, but i am virgin... i dont even know how to kiss... Short explenation... i always liked the most beautiful girl and never asked them out hoping it will somehow happen... but it never did... i am a bit shy, that was till second year of highschool, and then i was ashamed of not being experienced... i met one girl through messages, my best friend gave me her number and told me she is my tipe and maybe she is willing to learn me... we were texting for 2 weeks, she had some problems, and didn't go out of the house too much for like a half year before that, so she was kind of scared, after those 2 weeks we have gone out (dont know if its right tense, not my first language :D ), she didn't know how i was unexperienced... it was a little cold but i used it to get closer to her, everything was good till that moment at the end, i wanted to kiss her and she didn't want to, i stood in front of her and told her " we aren't leaving this place till we kiss" and i looked at her mouth, she looked at mine, looking each other eyes and then closing them and a kiss... i didn't know to kiss (watched some tutorial online, but not the same), but she didn't say anything till latter when i was in bus, and i told her whole story, and she told me that i should hire a hooker to learn me... i dont want that... What is best way for me to learn... i know i have been liked by some girls, i know like 5 of them who would be with me but, not sure if they will tell, and i dont want anyone to know... There is one women i like, 30yo, and i would ask her, i think she will help, or should i ask someone my age or younger, or what? :D Wanna learn it before i find good girl for me :D
Girls, how would you react?
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