We were going for a walk and they said, "You know how everyone asks if we've kissed yet." "Yeah?" "Why don't we change that?" So I turned to look at him and he kissed me. I though I was ready but I wasn't. It wasn't the right timing. I've been dating him for 4 months but I don't know. I regret it so much what if my friends find out. They'll be really disappointed if I don't tell them and they find out another way. I just can't take this I feel like I should just leave. But I obviously can't. Stupid school life, everyone is going to know and I can't have that happen. Help?