Most Helpful Girl
No I doubt she will think you are weak because you are sharing what you are going through. Does she help though? Does it help you too because you say that "I'm still heavily worried though that I'll look weak to her" so it seems to add to your anxiety.
I think you should tell her what you need to tell her and not worry too much that she thinks your weak. I'm sure if she didn't want to be there, then she wouldn't be there.1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE
Most Helpful Guy
In my opinion, never show your emotions to other people, either they will not care or they will take advantage of it.
If you want to cry, cry alone but not in front of other.
Finally, don't rely on other to get out of depression, the solution is within you. I made a my take in health and fitness on depression, it is based on my personnal experience, you can have look maybe it will help you.
Good luck bro.1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE