I am a first year college student studying in india. I don't know if I am infatuated or its love.
There is this girl I met ( just saw didn't even talk to her ) in college, for some reason I found my stop thinking about her , soon this became an obsession.
I wanted to know her real bad.
I didn't even knew her name then
now I know her name phone number and her grades which made my confidence drop even lower because I was barely passing in the subjects and she is one of class toppers. I really don't wanna say this but I staked for hours to find more about her since she isn't active in Facebook and there is not much info about her but still I got to know that she is from the same state as I am, which made me even more happy.
And now I cannot stop imagining her with these scenarios like in long term relationships stuff, seeing myself with her smiling, laughing, hanging out
She is in a different branch and a different class and we hardly have any mutual friends
I always walk in front of her class hoping to see her
I don't wanna come off as creepy
i cannot stop thinking about her
I felt the same ( or somewhat) way about a girl before which wasted 5 years of my life loving her
I am really shy or sometimes I am really frank like I Lose control
Someone please help what should
should I forget this girl?
I am going crazy and getting depressed