I'm shy, though. So, it takes a while for me to open up emotionally and to trust someone. That means that talking about myself can be hard for me and stuff. Got told that it's frustrating sometimes. But I can't help it! And I tend to cry when I'm frustrated. But once I do feel I can trust a guy, I open up and I tend to try to support him, by cooking, cleaning around his house so he can simply relax after work and not have to worry about chores. Sometimes, I like dressing up and having dinner together with a few candles to set the mood.
And, my ex kept telling me that I was great and that he appreciates me being like that and all, however, he still went ahead and cheated on me, multiple times. Telling his colleagues that he isn't seeing anyone, hid me from his family.
And as this has happened the three times I've been with a man, I just wonder if there's something wrong with me. Do I bore them after I've opened up by showing them I love them? Should I do this 'hard to get' stuff that I don't believe in? Or was it just bad luck so far?