"I want to be with you. I always will. I still love you. I missed my opportunity. I messed up. I don't have it in me to leave her and not even be present for when she gives birth. I don't get to do what I want."
and he is still moving where i live and said this:
"If you are there for me when I move, then you will be. Or not."
im so broken because we have been working things out between us since Christmas. planning on moving in together and being a family.