I was hanging out with my crush and our friends, and someone said something about our other friends disagreeing with our fandom, and I joked "Kill em" because I'm socially retarded, honestly. And everyone got all weird and murmured that killing people is wrong, ignoring my trying to say I was just trying to tell a joke that went bad. And my crush started telling this emotional story about how one of his friends was in a gang. I've grown since then and he never treated me differently after what I did, but I'm worried that he internalized the impression that I'm too morbid and not likable enough to be girlfriend material?
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I think after awhile now, your crush would've gave you hints or indications that he likes you back so in all honesty, your worries are correct because you seem more like a friend to him than a girlfriend.0