I had a rough childhood, dysfunctional (DV) family. I also had some trauma which caused me to lose drastic weight and slightly deformed. I don't have any friends just acquaintances, I don't know how to make friends. I got green signals from some hot girls but decided not to pursue them since I know i'm not popular enough, not suitable for their taste. I don't what to do anymore. I'm pretty much a lone wolf.