i'm 20 and college. I feel like I'll never get a beautiful girlfriend. I'm shy, socially awkward, short (5'6), not confident, and I'm relatively quiet. Everytime I see beautiful women on tv, when I'm outside, in my college, gym, etc. it makes me depressed knowing that I'll never get a beautiful girlfriend in my life. I'm not usually a guy who likes to party and usually pretty women always like to party. I workout, play piano, like playing and watching sports, and listen to music. Beautiful women like Steph Curry's wife, Lebron James' wife, etc. makes me depressed knowing that I'll never get one like that. When I mess up with women I usually feel stupid because my shyness and soical anxiety take over. I feel hopeless. What should I do? Am I too ugly for a beautiful girlfriend? Will I ever get a beautiful girlfriend?