I'm 21, Mixed with Jamaican and Indian, but lives in Canada. I do not know if I am just picky, but I feel as if I will never find my soul mate. I am so young, but it just seems like every guy is the same, or I cannot allow my heart to fall in love again the way I fell for my first love. most people would consider me to be "pretty" but why is it so hard to find a guy that is good enough? I just want a connection with someone, but there are no romantic guys out there anymore. I'm looking for someone who wows me, that I look up too, but I never find that, either, I have connection problems or I'm too damn picky?