Anyways, as time passed by, one thing led to another, and now I've fallen for him. I have no idea how this happened, I guess it was always there but I wasn't aware. And I'm pretty sure he feels the same. It's just that I turned him down (jokingly) so many times that I completely understand his behavior.
This is the first for me, I have never developed feelings for someone over time. It was always from the start or never, and all my relationships started first as flirting then dating then becoming good friends, both mine and their intentions were always clear from the start. But this is different. I was always such a firm believer that attraction CAN'T develop over time, and now I'm biting my own tongue. I will definitely talk to him about this, but I'm just wondering how does it feel to date a friend?