The next day he was normal as usual, and I just was flustered. I wanted to focus on school, and job, and everything so I told him no. The worst part though was, I was with him all day, but I told him no over text. I don't even know why I said it but I did. He texted me a little heartbroken, and I felt awful because I don't know why I even said no. I asked him to talk in person but he didn't want to, I finally got him to. I told him about school, and work, etc. He said he can work around all that but he wanted an answer. I again said no, I felt under pressure.
Finally we talked again, because I was crying and felt awful and so on. He told me he really liked me, and that if I truly liked him, just take the month in a half. He said he'd wait that time, but I don't know.
I feel like I'm toying him, I want to say yes but I'm so worried it's gonna interfere with life (even though he said he'd give space when I need it, and if anything happened we'd still be friends). What should I do?