This is the "repress from mind" strategy. It has failed massively. I just feel angry, hurt and upset and I see him post positive things on Facebook and it just makes me angrier and sadder.
So, I've decided to try a new strategy.
Most Helpful Guy
Focus on you. Do things that you like doing. Whether they're public, or private, doesn't matter. You have trust issues, thats a very common thing. It's okay to be reluctant to trust anyone, especially if you've had trust abused before. Just remember that the one who is truly incredible, the one who you will spend your life with, will be easy to trust, will be easy to be with. The chemistry is there when it's there, and believe me, it's a powerful thing. One thing to remember, long lasting, beautiful relationships, take time and energy to maintain. You'll find the one. I don't doubt that at all, just push yourself out of your comfort zone. That's where the best experiences, and frankly the best people, are.
Most Helpful Girl
Look he couldn’t care less about you that’s the real truth now you want to run after him and repeat the same shit again that he put you through?