We recently had our first misunderstanding, which he has made up for now, multiple times, and I really appreciate it because no man has ever put that much effort into a relationship with me. It was reassuring considering how many times I have been abandoned, but of course I’m still a little insecure because he hasn’t been vocal about his feelings so I have no idea what he even likes or doesn’t like... or if he loves me or thinks he could ever love me.
He came over a few nights ago and we ended up falling asleep on my couch. When he woke up, I woke up, but I was so comfortable and he didn’t seem in a rush to move, so I just stayed put. I was falling asleep again when he kissed the palm of my hand and then my forehead. I decided he probably needed to leave since it was late and he had a babysitter for the night. We didn’t discuss that he kissed me like that, or anything else for that matter, but when I walked him to the door he grabbed me and stared into my eyes for a really long time... he’s never done that before, and then he kissed me, but not in a demanding way. If I’m honest, he’s never really initiated any physical contact passed hugging, cuddling, or hand holding, so all of this seemed out of character, but definitely welcome.
I guess the question is, based on all of this information, is my boyfriend finally getting comfortable and maybe falling in love with me, or am I just looking too far into this?