I feel that me and this guy are growing distant and I'm just so tired. I feel like he doesn't care about me, he doesn't text me. I don't want to see him, I've been living in my room for the last couple of days because I want to avoid him. I don't know where this is gonna take. I'm just mentally tired of never being chased, chosen, loved. Please, from the bottom of my heart, help me. I'm going back to my old, dark and scary thoughts. I'm afraid.