Negativity with ones self?

HoundDK
My girlfriend I love her a lot but at times her own self loathing aggrivates me. I hate it when she just mopes in her own sadness I try so hard I really do but at times its just impossible. I try to do what I can to stop her demons but she always falls back into it. She hates herself she hates the life at home she's been given but I help I try so much and I want her to move forward but it's always the person in the mirror she hates. She hates when I try to give her presents because she can't give back I just like to give small tokens every once in a while but she out right tries to reject them. I text her I got you something and she's like you didn't have to waste your money on me you shouldn't have save your money. I know she's not the richest person but I like seeing her happy even if it's a small thing but all she really does is just cry I try to console her but at times I don't know what to do. She helped me through my depression though I really tried to hide it at times she's hard to talk to not in an annoying way but how she compares herself to other people. Some bitch with bigger breasts and disgusting personality she's like I wish I was her. I didn't fall in love with that person I didn't fall in love for money or looks or anything I liked her for who she was her personality her laugh I hate seeing her compare herself to trashy people I try I don't know what to do at times I feel myself just wanting to be alone figure out what I can, do but sometimes I just don't know how to help her. What should I do?
Negativity with ones self?
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