i was hooking up with this guy for a bit, after a few times he decided to turn the lights on and saw my naked body. i hate my body. after he saw me with the lights on he stopped reaching on. now he is hooking on with my skinny friend and is "in love" with her. I'm raging with jealousy and feelings of inadequacy. is that why he stopped reaching out? because i was so gross with the lights on? how can i deal with her being so much hotter and better than me.