😕I feel so guilty for having sex with my boyfriend?

Anonymous
Okay so by sex I mean dry humping in our underwear and he tried oral on me.

Its not not the first time for dry humping and getting almost completely undressed. It was the first time door oral. I initially told him no but he went from “I’m just kissing you down here “to him actually doing it. It’s not like I didn’t want it but at the same time I wasn’t ready. But I also let it happen. I could’ve stopped him. He’s the first guy to have seen me nude completely and he’s been a huge gentlemen besides him crossing the line this time.

1) Do I have any right to be mad at him? I’m really angry at him and myself
2) WHY AM I SO GUILTY OUT OF NOWHERE?
3) I feel kinda worthless
Updates:
+1 y
I guess just growing up I always thought I’d be saving myself till marriage. Nobody would see me well undressed :/
I don’t know I don’t get myself right now
😕I feel so guilty for having sex with my boyfriend?
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