Its not not the first time for dry humping and getting almost completely undressed. It was the first time door oral. I initially told him no but he went from “I’m just kissing you down here “to him actually doing it. It’s not like I didn’t want it but at the same time I wasn’t ready. But I also let it happen. I could’ve stopped him. He’s the first guy to have seen me nude completely and he’s been a huge gentlemen besides him crossing the line this time.
1) Do I have any right to be mad at him? I’m really angry at him and myself
2) WHY AM I SO GUILTY OUT OF NOWHERE?
3) I feel kinda worthless
I don’t know I don’t get myself right now
Most Helpful Guy
Well, like you say, you let it happen so if you were solely mad at him, that wouldn't be fair. Like you say, you're both guilty. BUT, I also don't know why you feel so bad about this? His is your boyfriend, not a random stranger and I'm assuming other than your feelings, that you enjoyed it, so what's the big deal? No reason at all to feel worthless. Has anything changed with your relationship because of this (other than you being upset I mean)? If not, it's a completely natural/normal thing to have happen and no reason to feel bad or guilty about it. Enjoy it!
Most Helpful Girl
What is stopping you from being intimate with your boyfriend? Religion? Upbringing?