What is wrong with me?

2 years ago I got out of a very mentally and physically abusive relationship of 12 years. I stayed bc I thought I could make it work for our children (big mistake I know but I had to try). 10 months ago I met a guy that took my breath away the first time I laid eyes on him. Not bc of his looks but his demeanor. Everything about him. He is the kindest man I have ever met. He respects me. He loves me like I have never been loved before. But I have issues.. Its very hard for me to trust. I feel like I'm never good enough to be the only one. I have anxiety like a mfker... see my boyfriend has never made me feel like I wasn't good enough or lIke he would cheat on me.. I'm still dealing with shit from my ex husband. Why can't I get it through my head that this man is not gonna hurt me like all the other men in my life have?
What is wrong with me?
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