I know all the cliches. I don't want to hear them again. I do a lot of things many guys would never have confidence to do, as far as just talking to women like they are humans. And Im not after perfection either. My past dates have not been with people I chose bc I thought they were the prettiest or richest or something, I just dated them bc I liked them, and thought they liked me, even if they weren't really good looking or whatever; still only to get thrown out in the end.
Im lonely. I know its me. Im not mad at women for it either. Just lonely.
I know I can change things I do, but I can't change who I am, and I think who I am is what people don't like. Sometimes I just want to cry.
I don't know.