There was this girl who had a crush on me. I later realized, as I went through the dating world that so did I. She stopped talking to me after a while when I started ignoring her because my girlfriend didn't like it, as she, with the rest of the world knew how we felt for each other. I later realized that she had blocked my crush from every social media app and email from my account without my knowledge. Now I'm still in a relationship with someone, my crush is in a different country, and every now and then, just like today, I feel like I should have risked it when I had a chance. Dating all these women, while the one I really liked, was there, hanging out in the same bunch. Now I wonder if she still likes me because God damn it I think I love her.