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Just to be fair, based on what you wrote she never wanted to be begged to stay. Rather, she wanted to have a discussion prior to moving all of her stuff out, etc. And in all fairness to say that 'she KNEW you didn't want her to leave' is not necessarily an accurate statement. You can assume that becaise of tje way you felt or your past history but, you cannot confirm it and therefore its not true. Did you mess up? Only time will tell. Just reach out to her and be honest. Try being honest all the time too. What i mean by that is, learn to swallow your pride sometimes. Dont put yourself in this situation again by telling her how you really feel when tou feel it. Not 3+ hours later... best of luck!