I am 21 and still a virgin. Not religious. Not ugly. Just never met a guy i can trust. Now im so over waiting to meet a nice guy but part of me is kind of scared of losing my virginity. i really wanna go out meet a guy and have fun and never see him again but i can't cause i still want my first time to be with someone i love and trust. I don't know what to do with my conflicting desires and I guess im also wondering if my situation is a turn off.