Most Helpful Guy
No-one deserves anyone or anything. Which, by extension, means that everyone deserves no-one and nothing. If you feel that you do deserve anything in life, even just the right to live, then that's 'entitlement'. And that's something which cis-hetero men simply aren't allowed to have any more. We should all die alone because of how we are, what we are. That's the reality of our world, our society. And there's nothing anyone can do about it now.
Most Helpful Girl
The problem with you is that you have esteem issues. It has nothing to do with what women want. Everyone is different and has different wants and needs. The key is to make peace with yourself and embrace who you are. Then you'll find the girl you search for.