This past weekend he flew in just to see me and we spent 2 nights and 2 days in a hotel together. Time went by so fast. I showed him around downtown, we joked around a lot, we kissed a lot, cuddled, and of course had sex. Best weekend I had in a long while and best date I've ever had.
When we were at the air port I was crying... And I cried a lot. So much I was surprised my eyemakeup stayed on like a champ. I was very embarrassed because we aren't dating but I didn't want to tell him that. He comforted me for the whole time until he had to leave to board his plane. I wish he didn't live 5 hours away from me.
I know the most obvious answer is to talk about our relationship but I am terrified. I don't want to ruin what we have. Is this normal for a friends with benefits relationship? Are we just friends? Is it possible that we can be more?