So i got home after work and she began accusing me of cheating and not being true to my word. She then told me that the marriage was cancelled and that it meant "shit" to her. I must be honest, this hurt so i did as she asked due to the fact that she proceeded to ignore me the day after telling me that. I returned all rings and cancelled all plans.
Now she is back on the topic of marriage but i am now scared to proceed. I am having seconds thoughts on it now and dont know if it is okay to be this way. What usually crosses my mind is having to go through the process again of purchasinf some rings, make plans and just to be shut down. I am really trying to avoid that feeling again but now she just won't stop talking about marriage. She said that she is tired of being only my "live in girlfriend" and that she would much rather be a nobody if i dont want to marry her. I love her but i am just trying to avoid a horrible feeling. What do i do? Please help me with this predicament.