He went off on a mild rant about people being critical/superficial and how of course we could both rock the same t-shirt in different ways. I realized that he thought I was actually being insecure (I am quite overweight) and sheepishly admitted that I hadn’t actually been concerned and that it had just been an attempt at a compliment about his rockin’ bod.
He sent me a wink, but I just feel so embarrassed. He must think I am really insecure and the fact that he took my comment seriously is now *making* me insecure — like he must think I am so fat and must need so much hand-holding to feel good about myself.
I’m supposed to see him tomorrow. Is it going to be awkward?