These are our messages
Me:I’ve realized you just see me as your fuck buddy. You are never going to make time to actually see me to spend time. You say because your kids but I know it not that hard to find someone to watch your kids. It’s not like they are small like mine are. It’s been 23 days since I last saw you and I feel like I’m the only one initiating this trying to see you. I don’t like these head games. So if thats what you want then we can be just fuck buddys that way I can tell myself it’s nothing more so I won’t get all these stupid feelings for you. I talked to a friend and she always tells me like it is. Sorry just need to vent and let you know.
Him:I've had a very hard shift and I have not slept. You can't do shit unless it's in a few hour time limit because you can't get away from your man you livewith. The last thing i need to hear right now is you bitching at me and acting like you know wth i think or feel. I don't need this shit
Me:We are not together he’s been going out on dates with girls and we talked and he’s letting me leave when I want. I told you I’m moving out this month but it doesn’t matter anyways you will always have an excuse. I’m not bitching I’m just telling you how I feel. Sorry if you see it differently.
Does he even like me this is not the first time I have brought this up to him in the past he just says we will figure something out when is a good time for both of us to hang out a but we never do. He never texted me first I have to start the conversation.