I know a guy that is very sucessfull with women. You can just see it on his instagram a bunch of pictures of him with honry girls. When we started highschool he got there a girlfriend within a month. He is most of the time on the breaks with hot girls. He is an A+ student, and you would think that he learns most of the time but based on pictures the events he is atending, going drinking, doing drugs from time to time. I was one of the top srudents as well, but compared to him he is just from the another world, on another level of the game. When i look at my life how much time i invested, hard work in that , being withouth girls, being basically a nerd and his life, everything he touches looks like becomes a gold, i think about ending my life. When i reflect on my life i am a pathetic loser. Nothing more and nothing less.