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I still love my dead ex?

Long short story my ex died almost 2 years ago.. I loved him more than anything in the world, he used to be a rapper, very talented, sweet but insecure and we had a lot of difficulties in our relationship, he used to take drugs and cheat on me without realizing it.. he would come to me and apologize in his knees begging me to forgive him and telling me that he loves me, he actually wrote 2 songs about me.. We broke up 1 month before he died because he didn’t wanted to give up his lifestyle full of drugs..
Why I still think of him and miss him all the time? He was my first love, first everything.. How can I forget him?
I still love my dead ex?
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