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Do you take a certain amount of enjoyment from rejecting the opposite gender?

When i was younger i was serious about relationships. But try as i might was always told i wasn't good enough, always lacked something, always in a vague explanation like they didn't really understand themselves.
Fast forward a couple decades later i'm older and well established. i have no problem socializing with women, i have no problem attracting women. But i have this overwhelming urge to let them get as close as possible emotionally and then yank the rug out from underneath them. I like them. I even care about them. But that look of hurt on their face is the ultimate high. And it overwhelms all my other feelings.
Does anyone else feel this?
Do you take a certain amount of enjoyment from rejecting the opposite gender?
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