Im constantly pissed and depressed over it. I've been drinking a lot because it helps somewhat with it but sometimes it makes it 10x worse. I can't sleep properly anymore. My motivation is basically gone. I eat but when im really down about her I dont feel like eating. I literally feel like life is over for me. I got nothing else really going for me. No career or goals that are actually possible for me to achieve that would make me feel some pride. I think I was somewhat depressed before her and I know I had anxiety problems. She was the only thing that took that all away. I think the best way to describe what im feeling right now is lost. I just dont know what to do because i literally can't commit to getting over her and when she eventually finds someone else its going to kill me. I might go back to seeing a therapist.