I'm in my first relationship, and I have been for three years. I gave him all my firsts, kisses to my virginity. I do love him, but having him in my life seems to weigh me down as a burden, financially and emotionally. he's a lot older than me, 27 while I am 20. I just feel like there is someone else better out there, or even that I just wish to be single as well. I was happier before meeting him. But how should I know that I'm not going to be giving up someone amazing?