I want to find love one day. And I'm searching. But I'm scared that something inside me is preventing me from accepting love if I ever were to find it. I have so much love to give and I want to find somebody that I can give it to, but it feels weird if someone were to reciprocate it back. I just don't see why someone would realistically love me and if they do I'd feel like I don't deserve it and that they need to find someone else. I can't love myself for some reason and that sucks. Any advice? I wanna be able to have a normal life and to be able to accept love.